Sunday, August 14, 2011

樂.程 The Journey of Music (14/8/11)

昨天,是尊孔管樂團<<樂.程>>的演奏日
也是我在尊孔最後一次的演奏
果然,因為最近學了鋼琴,就連長號也越吹越厲害了 :X
我們從前天就開始練習,在學校留宿(雖然我跑去朋友家睡了啦xD)
所以到昨天為止,是我在管樂醬多年來第一次到達那麼高境界
可以跟06年的管樂團fight了
希望他們這次后,不會再松下來
繼續搞演奏會,尊孔管樂團的未來就靠你們了^^

話說,昨晚我聽到'尊孔管樂團---樂程,圓滿結束!!'時偷偷哭了 Orz
而且好像有些人有看到不過還好沒有安慰,不然我就像小孩子那樣子哭了

不過爲了那些掌聲和尖叫聲,我會再次拿回Trombone踏上舞臺的!
Fight on!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Failures (11/8/11)

What I aimed wasn't achieved
Just some simple goals and I can't even reach them
I feel like crying, I feel so alone
I'm not regretting my choice before, but I feel so useless
I can't even do anything correctly
Even got cheated by someone and a part of my life is gone
I'll never do anything like that anymore, I'll never believe him anymore
I just want my money back, without it, I am nothing!
I can't even have a normal diet, everything out there is so expensive
I don't even have a car license, I can't even sign a Postpaid number anymore
No one is there to help me, not even my family, all they ever see are money
Found some job, went through the first and second interview, but they're doing things so freaking slowly
I don't even know when will I get a job, or will I ever get one
I don't care if their qualifications needs SPM or UEC
I have the skill, and I know they appreciate my skills more than my cert.s
But at this rate, I can't even get a job by Sept, can't they pass the forms to their upper head faster??
Started playing piano 2 weeks ago
I started fast, but no one's there to teach me, so I've stopped completely
Bought a book called 'Easy Classical Piano Songs for CHILDREN'
Was so frustrated because my left hand can't co-ordinate with my right hand
Fucking left hand, made my right hand a solo-er
Luckily my right hand is still quite agile, can play a few melody perfectly
But still....Fuck my left hand
It made me a failure in piano.